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Do you think about me? I'd ask, to no one in particular except the one in particular, if I could hold her attention for more than the time it takes an insect to touch its wings together.
Did you think about me? I'll ask, when we're on the balcony at Library Place, me crouching with burning between my fingers, her standing but moving to sit so our faces can be level.
She'll say, what will she say? She'll say, of course, occasionally, and when I saw that sculpture move in my grandma's house in Miami I thought about you and I almost sent you a picture. I'll say, why didn't you? She'll say, well did you think about me?
I'll say... of course I did, yes, I thought about you. An embarrassing amount. I thought about you with embarrassing frequency.
And maybe she'll blush, or be embarrassed for me, or won't know what to say.
But I'll be smooth and cool and ask, would you like to get coffee soon? And I won't even awkwardly laugh while saying it because I've practiced in the mirror so many times. I'll say, hi Val, this is amelia, if you remember we met each other last night and also two months ago. On the chance you've forgotten how weird I was being last time, would you like to get coffee sometime?
And she may say, what? Because she hasn't memorized the first text I sent her like I have, but then maybe she'll say yes, hi Amelia, I'd love to! And I had a great time before, didn't you know that by how I kept saying it?
Or maybe she'll say things are hectic right now, maybe when they calm down a bit, or maybe she'll say I'm actually seeing someone, or maybe she'll say no I'd rather not but I appreciate the invitation.
But back to yes, if she says yes I'll have us set a time and place right then so that no awkward texts could spoil anything. And the rest will be left to then...

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